This is me!

I am not the best person in the world, and I am not the worse. I enjoy my life how it is, and I stand up for what I believe in. Yes I was once a cheerleader, and no one should hold it against me cause I would take it back any second. High school was not a prison for me, I really did enjoy all of it and do miss it, but college is just as great and adventurous. No I do not party till I get wasted or high, its not who I am. I still have no clue how this life works but I go one day at a time and learn something new. The real world is pretty scary but here I am world, this is me. :)

Terry Bradshaw!

Terry Bradshaw!
Met Terry Bradshaw on our dinner cruise in Hawaii :) For those of you who do not know him, he is in failure to launch and is a former NFL player for the Steelers. He was so cool and very nice to talk to!

Sister

Sister
This is Amber! She is my sister! We got to go to Hawaii together and have crazy adventures!! It was an amazing time and I got to go with my best friend! :) can't wait for Florida next year!

My Brothers

My Brothers
They are the boys who will always be there. The ones who make my day and honestly, I don't think they know how much I love them! They are amazing and will go far in life!

The girls

The girls
Some of the amazing "snow" girls who have made my first year of school the best in the world! I love them

Festival Of Colors 2011

So in an Indian culture they celebrate something called the festival of colors and we all went this year!
It was a BLAST! Throwing chalk everywhere, get to be colorful and not getting yelled at that we
are throwing stuff at people and getting messy! Gotta love random things and being in college!
Definitely a must do again!!

Happy Birthday to ME!

My roommates gave me a surprise party for my birthday!
Definitely  not expecting it at all! They are amazing!
All these people and others are people who I want to be friends with
for a long time! They keep things entertaining thats for sure!

Stupid Suicidal Deer

So driving back from Provo last Wednesday with the roomies.
We were starting to drive into Fountain Green...
I look to my left and see a deer on the side prancing and it looked
like it was going to come across the street. So I slam my breaks
and then it decides to keep going straight.
So I say, "Guys I thought that deer was going hit my car."
5 seconds later..[no joke] another deer on my right
comes RAMING into my car!! Dead serious!
So then I was like ahhh and hit my breaks I look back
and see the deer on the ground, then it got up and left?
WHAT THE HECK?! So now that the stupid deer is gone
I pull over and see my car...NOTHING! Yeah no damage
whatsoever to my car!
Good thing cause if there was then I would have probably went
and ran the deer over! haha That is the interesting story of last week
for you! Hope you have a good laugh, cause I sure do every time I think
about the suicidal deer that didn't die.

Sharpies!

I made a quote wall for our apartment. And I wrote it all out and made it all cool with sharpies!

It took FOUR HOURS with all the sharpies! Not good! I am on a sharpie high and my head hurts!
Memo to self, no sharpies for awhile. And I don't get why people will sniff sharpies cause it hurts your
head majorly!! And yeah they don't smell good at all! Weirdos! Plus my head is killing now!! Poo!

DON'T USE SHARPIES FOR A LONG TIME!

But its worth it cause its cool looking!

It has come...

The snow has come..its falling for the first time down here in ephraim...
I say I hate snow but really I don't mind it, its mostly just the fact that its such
a long season!! And its cold! Can't it just snow from thanksgiving to christmas??
That would work for me.Yeah its pretty but its cold! Then you get the days where
its freezing cold and there isn't even snow on the ground so all you see is ugly dead
grass. Not something I look forward to. I guess another reason I hate it is that I hate
sledding..[[bad experience]] and never gone snowboarding or skiing so what else is there
to do here? Plus last snowman I made was when I was 2. I don't think that totally counts
because I don't even remember it. All I know it was mine and my daddy's first. So I guess
I just need to learn how to deal with it. Maybe I will snowboard this year then I will
hopefully like it..But until then I will be in my house where it is warm..I guess if I get a
better attitude I might not hate it so much but its hard!!
Until then I will count down the months until Hawaii!

Its just been one of those weeks..

  The one time everything can go wrong it does. Or even just the tension sucks. Its been more than one thing which kinda bits but at the same time its like, well its a trail lets figure out what is and get through it. Heavenly Father gives us trails for a reason, we need to realize it and get through it. Also, I am so grateful for the priesthood and how amazing it is. I love the fact I can go to a priesthood holder and just ask for a blessing and they know what I need to hear even if they don't know me that well. I love that. The gospel is an amazing thing and is something I always want to keep it close to me. And even if it was one of those weeks, The whole week can change with just listening to the testimonies of others and the laying on of hands.
  Tomorrow starts a new me, a new time. I time to not let the negative come, to only let the positive stay. To enjoy and be grateful for the life I have, and be grateful for the person who I have become. Also, to take the trails in a new persepective and be happy that Heavenly Father gives me the trail because he knows I can handle it.
  Yep start of a new week I am down for that and ready for the positivity to come.
    Well until then...
    Think of the light at the end of the dark tunnel.